From last 3 days once again I came back to my old track of pouring full love on her.
I cant hide my feelings which is against to my behaviour.. Life is short I believe so.
But one thing I decided I dont want to speak words which makes her uncomfortable.
Once coming here she will see me in live and she can understand me and my words better .
mātrā-sparśās tu kaunteya
tāṁs titikṣasva bhārata
“O son of Kuntī, the nonpermanent appearance of , and their disappearance in due course, are like the appearance and disappearance of winterhappiness and distress and summer seasons. They arise from sense perception, O scion of Bharata, and one must learn to tolerate them without being disturbed.”